Lots of things I wanted to do but i couldn 't. Most of it involved money which I did not have. Time has passed, I am doing better but lack other things and it will always be like this, I'm afraid. For example, I have loads of time now, and have no idea what to do with it.
I met someone online a month ago and I was surprised to see how we are very much alike. Think of someone that is exactly like you, same way of thinking, same ideas, same passions. Incredible. We met at this programming group. By talking to him i realized that I've accomplished nothing all these years. We talked about the desire of doing great things, of leaving your mark upon the world, creating a legacy. I used this as a test: if you we're to die tomorrow, what would you leave behind? .
I hate the idea of doing work just for the money when this time could better spent elsewhere, doing greater things. I'm just as upset about this as he is. I don't believe in the work that I do, and I don't anyone else does. if people we're paid for their work, no one will do it. This is the problem: they're doing work that isn't worth doing, and all for the money. Finding people, that are willing to do the work, and have the time are very scarce. And a prerequisite of this is people without families as they are the only ones that can handle such a schedule. I'm, hoping, at some point, to get aligned with him, and work on something.
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