Yesterday night there was this dinner for all the computer people at my school, and I was invited. But I've been in a depressive mood since last week (have yet to find out why), and didn't really feel like going...
...so I didn't.
Then, my perception is probably skewed, but yesterday, it seemed like twice the usual amount of people came into my office to essentially bother me with shit. And I had to chit-chat, even though I didn't even feel like speaking, otherwise they'd either get offended or make the despised "what's wrong" question.
E-mails arrived, asking me what happened. I ignored them. Was going to reply with something along the lines of "it's better this way, I'd only have screwed the evening for you all", but decided against it.
Today I went to my former college, got inside the most isolated empty classroom available, and started simply reading stuff on the Internet...
If I didn't have to go to work, I could do this all day long. But I have to be there in four hours. Let's see what kind of fallout I'll be dealing with.
Message ends.
"I just remembered something that happened a long time ago."
But it is true. And I feel the same way when I'm okay but someone important to me is going through the same I am now. You notice they're not fine, but there's nothing you can do to help, and the sum of that ends up affecting you too.
What you're saying is also very true, however, which is why I didn't send that e-mail. No need to make things worse.
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"I just remembered something that happened a long time ago."
Depression For no reason? Dude u need a vacation with friends... U need to get out bro. isolating yourself and sitting on ur ass isn't gonna help.. its only gonna make things worse,,, free time in such circumstances only leads to more depression.. just get ur lazy ass out of there.. btw u should've gone anyway..
Sazzy give d boy your phn no,.. cheer this lad up
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2.ANON(Ex- Spammer aka Porn dvd burner)
3. SBFREAK( Porn addict)
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6.SAZZY ( My Love )
7.SLIKRAPID ( 4th Dimensional Being)
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"I just remembered something that happened a long time ago."
Starting from the 23rd I'm on vacation untill the 17th of January.
I work tommorow and the day after but I plan on leaving early anyway.
Tutorials one should read\
1. The ultimate weapon- Waffles method
2. Categorized tutorial list
My buddies
1. MIHAI ( Cheat Inventor )
2.ANON(Ex- Spammer aka Porn dvd burner)
3. SBFREAK( Porn addict)
4. CHEATOS( Best CODER )
5.MASTER RAZOR( Advance TECHNO DUDE )
6.SAZZY ( My Love )
7.SLIKRAPID ( 4th Dimensional Being)
8.YOCO( Gamer n Movie Maniac)
Tutorials one should read\
1. The ultimate weapon- Waffles method
2. Categorized tutorial list
My buddies
1. MIHAI ( Cheat Inventor )
2.ANON(Ex- Spammer aka Porn dvd burner)
3. SBFREAK( Porn addict)
4. CHEATOS( Best CODER )
5.MASTER RAZOR( Advance TECHNO DUDE )
6.SAZZY ( My Love )
7.SLIKRAPID ( 4th Dimensional Being)
8.YOCO( Gamer n Movie Maniac)
yoco, anon when are your birthdays?
@hellman let's make a party.
Tutorials one should read\
1. The ultimate weapon- Waffles method
2. Categorized tutorial list
My buddies
1. MIHAI ( Cheat Inventor )
2.ANON(Ex- Spammer aka Porn dvd burner)
3. SBFREAK( Porn addict)
4. CHEATOS( Best CODER )
5.MASTER RAZOR( Advance TECHNO DUDE )
6.SAZZY ( My Love )
7.SLIKRAPID ( 4th Dimensional Being)
8.YOCO( Gamer n Movie Maniac)
It funny though. I came to realize that 3 friends of mine are borned in either december or january, most specifically under the capricorn sign.
How about a massive giveaway Kidding, I only have low level trackers.
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